Hm ap la nsib aq mngu ny, ad jup msalah yg tmbul… aq rce smua ny memg salh aq coz lw aq xcri pasal xkn adye msalh yg tmbul pda aq n kawn2 aq… Ya Allah kau kuatknla smagt ku tok hdpi sume ini… ku mmohon pdmu Ya Allah… amin…
um hari tu krja krsus geo aq telah dcuri, aq pent wt krja ue dy seng2 jup amek… fst aq pk biarlah tpy lme2 aq rce germ n nk jup mgamok, tpy ap2 hal aq brsbar.. tpy hry smlam aq dapt tw cpe yg amek, aq sedh yg amek ue kawn rapt aq, aq p jaln luo n dy n ane2 un n dy larh, da lepz aq dpt krja krsus aq blek aq bgtw ckg geo dy n ckg geo dy soh aq bgtw ckg dsiplin..
kawn2 kelz aq sume hpy n dorg sume ikot aq, aq xtw npe, da mcm nk cri gado dah hehe… um tpy ap2 hal thanks sgt3 kpda kwn aq yg mnolg n bgy smgt at aq tok sabr… tpy hry ny budk yg curi aq pya krja krsus ue xpuaty n dy ckp
“mlot ko jga sikt ea…”
aq un releks la coz aq x tkot(dlam hty hehe) xd la xtkot sgt la.. aq jens owg yg xska cri gado n gado2… pas ue kawn aq mce reht kna tmpar n kawn baek aq yg curi ue… aq sakt hty n xpuaty… blek aq nk jmpa dy n dy xd… sngal amat… hm tpy xtwla esx ap akn brlaku pda aq…
n ny plah kish awek aq… aq da byk wt salh at dy, aq da byk tpu dy, aq da byk lngar jnji hm… mnkn memg btol kta dy aq memg llaki xgna, xpe aq trme coz memg btol ap yg dy ckpkn sume ue.. hm xpela nk wt mcm mne.. tpy aq nk ckp at dak ue yg aq memg btol sygkn dy,cntkn dy, hm mnkn sush tok dy cye kn aq g coz aq memg ska tpu… tpy aq nk sgt brubh.. tpy aq rce lw aq brubh un dy da xcye at aq g… tol ark? Hm nk wt cm ne…
aq mghrap sgt3 dy balz mcg aq n trme aq kmbli… tpy lw sbalikye aq xleh wt ap2 la.. yg bolh aq mnagez n kngkn mce dlu2 juplah… Allah Huakbar… sedhye… aq xtw nk ckp pe g at dy, aq da buntu
Ya Allah… kau tolgla aq selsaikn msalh ini,bntulh aq Ya Allah. Tpy aq rce gak dy xblz coz nk tngkn pkrn dy n nk tgok usha2 yg aq wt tok pjuk dy n dy nk tgok tahp ksbrn aq gak kot… tpy e2 yg aq rce xtwla lw dy lak… hm akhr skali aq mgharp sgt3 dy blz mcg aq n trme aq kmbli amin…
InsyaAllah^_^
